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What He Needs

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CrazyCupcakes01

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Winston thought that his life couldn't get much worse after he gave up everything in order to be with his high school sweetheart. But the universe seemed to have a sick sense of humor when he finds said sweetheart in bed with another man. Deciding to go out and relinquish the heartache, Winston runs into more trouble than he ever imagined, contracting something that makes his dreadful life just a little bit more unbearable.

Jonathan doesn't have space in his heart for any more people. The more he lost the ones he loved, the more his heart darkened and shrank in size. Now, there was only enough room for what's left of his family. However, when he meets Winston, Jonathan starts to believe, that just maybe, the quiet and brooding man could be exactly what he needs to brighten his darkening heart.

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A Second Chance by lisaaaaa1616

Clay's life seems fine, but is everything except from fine due to bullies ruining his happiness day by day. His grandpa is the only one who knows everything about him, but when he gets really sick and passes away, Clay's life completely collapses. To regain his control, he starts developing obsessive behaviour, getting so bad that it turns into OCD. The control he tried to regain gets lost even further with the day. But when the only place, his sport, he finds peace also gets ruined by bullies and his OCD, George is suddenly there to stick up for him when everyone else isn't. At least... that's what it seems like. TW's: -Suicide attempt and thoughts -Death (due to sickness) -Betrayal (fake love) -Homophobia -Self harm -Bullying -Abuse -OCD

In the Beat of a Wing {boyxboy} by FKNichols17

Book One of the Haunted Lover's Duo "People in the real world always say, when something terrible happens, that the sadness and loss and aching pain of the heart will 'lessen as time passes', but it isn't true. Sorrow and loss are constant, but if we all had to go through our whole lives carrying them the whole time, we wouldn't be able to stand it. The sadness would paralyze us. So in the end we just pack it into bags and find somewhere to leave it." - Fredrik Backman, My Grandmother asked me to tell you she's Sorry. Still wrought with grief from the loss of his older brother, Eden Moir seeks out Malcolm Reed, the best SN lawyer currently working in the surface world. His intentions are mere justice for his brother, who was wrongfully murdered by hunters. Eden has been juggling work and home life, or more like drowning in it, and is in a constant struggle with the tight budget that is being washed away by his mother's drinking problem. Yet, Eden yearns for more as he gets to know Malcolm. He desires for the witch to be more than his lawyer, despite how detrimental it could be for his brother's case. Love is worth the risk, after all, right? Sadly, Malcolm might not see things the same way, looking at the bigger picture, not wanting to cost those around him the career he has built all for his own selfish wishes. But, in the end, there is something far worse at play, lurking beneath the shadows, waiting for the right moment to pounce... waiting for the right opportunity to dredge up the agony within Eden's heart once again.

Repairing Broken Ties...Book 2 of the Silver Moon Shifter Series by MKG2012

Caleb Asher Blackstone gets rejected by Adin the morning after they mate at the age of sixteen after meeting at a soccer game. Adin leaves the next morning with a big secret none of them know about until it's too late. Caleb has to learn to live with the pain of his rejection and try to move on with the help of his dad, Liam who is always there for Caleb, no matter what comes their way. He struggles to get over the pain and loss of his mate a little less as the days pass. A few years later...he has a good life, he is captain of his school's soccer team, starting his sophomore year of college, has a wonderful boyfriend, and tries to get through the hard days of his past. Caleb's second chance mate, Eric is homeless after his parents kicked him out after catching him with his mate who is a guy and his mate rejects him. Eric is alone and with nothing, with nowhere to go. Caleb doesn't know what to do or think when he sees Adin one evening at a state championship soccer game and with his boyfriend and family there beside him, and that moment, things change for the better or worse? Things get crazy for Caleb in unexpected ways so if you want to know how things turn out, read to find out!

Broken Walls ✔ by greyxry

{MxM} COMPLETED Liam Moonhovan is a single father with a five-year-old child. He fixates on working and raising his child, building walls around himself excluding all but a few people. Pushing people away works 99.9% of the time, but what happens one night when he meets (*cough* sleeps with *cough*) Enzo, who is the 00.1% that doesn't turn away, but instead tries to break down the walls Liam spent years erecting around himself? Can Enzo really break down Liam's walls? and is Liam really capable of managing a love life and a child? I'm terrible at writing descriptions that don't ruin the plot. Anyway, this is kind of a slow-burn.

The Mechanic's Mates mxmxm (The Mates Book 1) by AmandaLowe5

Rayn has always loved working on cars with his dad. When his Dad died in an accident, his world changed. His mom snapped and became abusive, but mentally and physically. Which left his body scarred and himself afraid of trusting. The night his mother attacked him with a knife was the final straw. He had been planning to leave home anyways after his 18th birthday which was only a few days away. He relocated himself clear across the country. In a new city Rayn finds himself a job at a local garage and begins to start over, but what awaits him? Goddric and Asami didn't expect to find their mate when they came to pick up Asami's car from their friends shop. What they seen of him made their hearts drop and their anger soar. One look was all it took to know that their mate had been abused. With it was recent or past they didn't know, but were going to find out one way or another. *This is a MXMXM supernatural love story so if you do not like it or have problems with mature love scenes between males, please do not read. You have been warned.* *This story has content that some may be triggers others so please read with caution.* This is my first time posting any of my stories publicly so please be kind. I hope you enjoy!

Stray (mxm) by Forever_Be_Loved

The world has not been kind to me, but that's okay. I don't need to live in luxury or comfort. My only purpose, my only goal, is to protect my children and give them the life I never had. I don't know how much longer I can keep them safe, though. The walls I've built for us are closing in, my efforts are in vain, and I'm not strong enough to help them much longer. I pray my son will be able to use what I've taught him to keep them alive. And protect them from the wolves that can't seem to leave us be. -This story has depictions of violence, SA, depression, panic attacks, gore. Please read at your own discretion- Highest rankings thanks to all of you wonderful readers! : #1 in "Werewolves" #1 in "Pups" #1 in "Omega" #1 in "AlphaxOmega" #1 in "Omegaverse" #1 in "Loss" #1 in "Soulmates" #2 in "ManxMan" #3 in "BxB" #5 in "Alpha" #8 in "Gay" #12 in "Werewolf" #10 in"BoyxBoy"

Until I Met You by lisaaaaa1616

After George accidentally outs himself in front of the popular and homophobic guys of the school everything seems fine at first. However, that soon changes when he receives weird and hurtful messages online, this soon escalates from just one message to something much more serious. Meanwhile, Clay is closeted yet he has known he likes boys for a while now after falling for George. However, he can never seem to find the time to talk to anyone about this as he has to constantly help his sick mum and sister. With the cyber bullying all becoming too much, George becomes extremely overwhelmed, while Clay finds himself taking more and more medication to calm himself every day. This soon escalated from a small issue into something unimaginably worse. TW's: -Usage too much medication -Homophobia (usage f-slur) -Suicide attempt/thoughts -Mentions heart disease -Burnout/depression -(Cyber) bullying -Mental abuse -Overdose -Abuse

Homeless (mxm) by TheoryKierei

Book 1 HomeLess Book 2 ReckLess Book 3 SenseLess Being homeless isn't the end of the world. At least, that's what Zachary thought when he found himself on the streets after being kicked out at seventeen. It hadn't been his fault. His father had used him as a scapegoat and won his mother over, thinking that her husband was telling the truth about his cheating and that Zachary was the one who was bringing women over, trying to ruin their marriage. He'd argued his side, but once his mother decided on something, her mind would not be changed. That's how he came to live in the alley near the end of 73rd street between the old bakery and a laundromat. It wasn't anything special, but after three years he'd managed to spruce up the place and make it almost-bearable to live in. Over the years he'd made friends with random people he often passed on the streets and did manage to hold down a few random jobs, but like everything else, they came, then went. Now he was left with fifteen dollars and twenty-two cents, a torn blanket, one outfit, and a dream for a better life. He just didn't know that he'd find it somewhere he'd never thought to look... or with someone he never knew he'd want.

My Saviour's Perversion {boyxboy} by FKNichols17

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Challenge Accepted (Editing) by I_dont_know_either_9

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Signs From The Universe (bxb) by dreammcatcher

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I'm Broken... (Boy x Boy)|| OHSHC by Sian_Xx1

Under 15 DNI! When Enzo Hiroshi is forced to move with his father to Japan and leave his ill mother behind it destroys any and all relationship he had with his father. Though his past isn't the best, he tells everyone- I'm ok- when he wants to say- I'm broken-, his father has been abusive since his mother was put in the hospital, his teacher didn't believe him. His friends didn't trust him and his family members shunned him for saying such things about his father. He was broken, can a new school, a restart, really fix him? Or will it make him worst? -------- //-WARNING-\\ This is a boy x boy book. Meaning, gayness. Meaning rainbows! Meaning love Meaning the same as a normal couple, just same sex. Meaning, don't fucking hate. Meaning, don't like it? Don't fuckin' read it. Meaning, my shit writing skills are getting gayer. (Is that a word? It's a word..) Have fun reading this gay shit I made, I have others, probably better than this one, maybe, not sure, just started making this... May contain sensitive topics and/or 15+ conversations and scenes.

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A Second Chance

Clay's life seems fine, but is everything except from fine due to bullies ruining his happiness day by day. His grandpa is the only one who knows everything about him, but when he gets really sick and passes away, Clay's life completely collapses. To regain his control, he starts developing obsessive behaviour, getting so bad that it turns into OCD. The control he tried to regain gets lost even further with the day. But when the only place, his sport, he finds peace also gets ruined by bullies and his OCD, George is suddenly there to stick up for him when everyone else isn't. At least... that's what it seems like. TW's: -Suicide attempt and thoughts -Death (due to sickness) -Betrayal (fake love) -Homophobia -Self harm -Bullying -Abuse -OCD