I'm Sorry ☯️Phan OneShot
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MatureComplete Fri, Nov 11, 20168m
Dan Howell is keeping a secret- one that determines the entirety of his future; his past haunts him- the thoughts he once had evolving into bigger ones obstructing him with pain and the thought of his own demise plastered within his mind.
*****Trigger Warning*****
Self Harm, Suicide Mentions/Happenings, Depression
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