Ramblings of an Anxious Girl

I need to get these out there. These are my ramblings from when I am anxious, depressed and even suicidal. I have found that writing helps and I need to put them out there. To open this part of myself to the world. So here they are. I'll include notes if there is reference to a particular event or person in this, so don't fret. WARNING: contains my (really graphic) thoughts of suicide, so be warned.