Imaginary Friend
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imaginary but real
Realistic but delusional
You existed within my reality
But then I found out you were fake.
You left as soon as you came; instant and blue.
Even with summer starting and school ending,
All I can ever think about
is you.
***
Thoughts of a boy during the summer; about a fake friend and a love that was never meant
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Not really a good description I know and this book probably has the most crappy author (poet) ever to exist in the entire galaxy but she's getting there, she knows it (well hopes for it).
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