Dead inside
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Last published Mon, Oct 14, 2013
What's wrong?
Nothing. (I feel so bad all the time with no reason, I just want to cry my eyes out, I don't want to be here, I am miserable, I want to be alone, everything seems pointless, my life is pointless.)
It's easier to say everything is fine that to explain what's wrong because who would understand right?
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