Mistakes, heartbreaks, desperation. That's all Brenda ever knew about life. She's always hidden the fact about being hurt ever since she was small by trying to cover it up with jokes, and laughs, and even stupid moments just to make people smile. But in reality, she was being crushed into pieces every time she did that. She tries to act like everything in the world is perfect, but she knows that it isn't, and it never was! But, what if somebody that never even knew she existed just comes into her life suddenly reveals the secrets this open book's hid. She feels like she can tell this mega star, aka Niall Horan anything! She trusts him. And they both know that they're not gonna be like the other's who fall apart and leave. They'll try to keep this relationship as long as it takes them, and they know that nobody will ever break them apart.