I was crying... Mascara a mess dripping down my cheeks staining my clothes. I couldn't take anything anymore.. I locked the door. Started the camera and said my goodbyes. I tried my best not to break down although it didn't work.. I Took the pills.. Then fell to the floor feeling the pain run through my body... Then all I saw was blackness.. The ending light that was meant to be. I finally died.. With a smile on my face. (New girl) (Harry styles fan fiction)All Rights Reserved