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Last published Wed, Sep 6, 2017
"Blair I'm not leaving"
"Why not! Why are you still here!"
"Blair it'll be okay just let me in"
"It can't be okay, I'm not okay. There's something wrong with me"
"Blair there is nothing wrong with you. Your perfect to me"
Blair is not perfect. In fact she is anything but.
Her life is a mess, her relationships are a disaster and her mind is fucked up. But she's coping.
She's coping the only way she knows how. With a prescription.
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•Mental Health
•Drug Abuse
•Sexual content
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