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Zayn's Secret

JustZanielThings

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Reads 833
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Parts 28
Time 1h 42m

JustZanielThings

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Zayn Malik has dangerous secrets that threaten to tear his world apart. Liam is grappling with the harsh realities of everyday life. Niall is being held hostage and it's all his own fault. Louis just wants one relationship to work out and Harry is sitting on a flamingo pool float, drinking out of a coconut and taking it all in. Will the lads survive life after 1D or has the venom of fame sealed their fates?
*This is a complete work of fan fiction and in no way personally associated with Zayn Malik or any other persons associated with One Direction. All situations, places etc are completely fictitious.
+ This story contains many dark scenes and subject matter that may be triggering and or upsetting to some.All Rights Reserved

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𝘾𝙖𝙣 𝙒𝙚 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙄𝙩 𝘼𝙡𝙡 𝙊𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝘼𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣? by aurora_writeS_

[EDITING] After Zayn left One Direction everyone lost the track of contact with him except Niall. It hurts him the most that Harry never called or texted him. But suddenly Liam and Louis arrive to Bradford to visite him. Why they come? Where is Harry? What will happen next? Check the story "Can We Start It All Over Again? " for more. A/N - This was my very first story and it is filled with mistakes. I am really sorry for all of them. Please try to ignore. A/N - Finally editing this book. Hope to get it done soon. Original strat - 26/06/2018 Original end - 16/03/2019 Editing Start - 24/04/2022

Found | first book in Found Trilogy by lyssalilac

[NOT EDITED.] !!!DISCLAIMER: I wrote this when I was young and didn't fully grasp the concept of writing. The books get progressively better as time goes on.!!! ~~~ First book in FOUND trilogy. ~~~ No one said life with werewolves would be easy. That's because they don't exist, right? ~~~ Join Parker as she uncovers secrets about herself, her family, her past, and her future. What's the worst that can happen when five mysterious strangers show up one day? ***CAUTION*** This story contains- ~Language 14+ ~Sexual content ~Some extreme content

Broken (a Niall Horan love story) by cow_queen

"Do you feel safe with him?" the question seemed silly; in my head I had immediately laughed at it because it was so absurd. How could I not feel safe with Niall? He had turned out to be the only constant in my crazy life so far; he was always there for me through out everything. He did everything that he possibly could to help me to get to the point that I was at then. Instead of going on a rant about how much I did, in fact, feel safe with Niall, I nodded and said, "I always feel safe with him." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Navaeh is not your average teenager. Sure, she's a few months away from being eighteen, and is having trouble getting a better grade then a C in Biology, but her troubles don't end there. Niall is one fifth of the popular boy-band One Direction, and seems to be living the dream. A chance meeting brings the two together in a circumstance that leaves Niall afraid for Navaeh's safety. She harbors secrets about herself that only her and one other person know and when Niall becomes determined to break down her walls, things get complicated. A relationship is hard enough to keep as it is but when you add an unmistakably cruel family problem it gets harder. ****************TRIGGER WARNING: abuse, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts and actions. Please do not read if easily triggered.********************

Achilles Heel |h.s| by dontyaworrydarlin

* THIS STORY CONTAINS MATURE & EXPLICIT CONTENT* Please refer to the list of possible triggers and kinks. Harry Styles. Twenty-Five. Green eyes. One hundred and ninety-six pounds. Six foot even or one hundred and eighty-seven centimetres. Born to Anne Cox and Desmond Styles. Parents whereabouts unknown. No known surviving family. Styles is best with guns, poison and the concealment of his victims for none have been found. || Astar works with MI6 as a secret undercover agent, taking on a new identity to try and infiltrate the Devil's Tribe. Will she be successful? Will she be able to go through all of the hardships? Will she follow the rules or fall apart somewhere along the way? STARTED: FEBRUARY 2021 FINISHED: FEBRUARY 2022

JUST A PIECE OF CAKE by theleonpaladin

Liam Payne and Niall Horan have a history they don't want anyone to know. But a secret like that would be impossible to keep seeing as they're stuck together, as master and servant, in an enormous manor full of people with pasts and secrets of their own. Maybe Louis and Harry, his best friends, were right about not taking the job in the first place. And while Niall deals with his see-saw feelings for Liam -- and what to cook for dinner! -- something is being plotted against the Paynes and their little empire. With a larger game afoot, Niall is charged into play as a piece of his broken childhood comes back into his life. What will Niall do when he realizes he's so much more than he takes himself to be? [Disclaimer: I do not own One Direction or any real-life character present in this story. Any event or action (sexual, death, etc.) present in the story involving these real-life characters is pure fiction and did not happen.]

It Ended With An "Oops" And "Hi" by flowercrownss

Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles. Two boys who have hopeless crushes on one another, despite never having a conversation. Their lives are far from perfect, and what makes it even worse, is that they don't have each other. Louis has taken notice to the boy with curly hair who works at the bakery. He is completely smitten with Harry and when he finds out that the feelings may be returned, he can barely believe it. However, Louis is scared. Everything in his life is horrible, and Louis is afraid that if he tries to get with Harry, he will be ripped away from him. Harry found the small, blue-eyed boy running through his mind constantly. He always knew that he was gay, but was never one to be open about it, mainly because he craved to be accepted. Harry wants nothing more than to be with Louis, yet the fear of judgement holds him back. It's obvious to everyone that these two boys were meant for each other. But Louis and Harry are afraid of losing everything. The sad truth is, not everyone gets their happily ever after. ---------- WARNING: Mentions of rape, mentions of self-harm, abuse, swearing, and a whole lot of gayness. If this triggers you, please do not read. Your safety and health is more important than any book. ---------- ©OnlyForOneDirection I do not own One Direction (but I wish I did), but I do own the characters, story, plot, and writing. Do not steal my work, because that would make you a thief, and no one likes that label. I don't want you to go down the path of villianism or whatever it's called. So please do not steal my work. Thank you.

Let's Play Pretend [Niall Horan AU] by zellaaa_anne

The world finds odd ways to put people together. For them, it was PR. ~ She walked along the shore, the humid air, feeling much colder next to the beach. She shut her eyes and stood there, letting the sound of crashing waves overtake every single thought in her minds, ironically, silencing the bustling thoughts. She felt peaceful. He noticed a girl walking just a few feet ahead of him. At first, his thought was that it could be her but it didn't seem that way. The closer he went the more different the person looked. He let out a sigh of lost conviction. He felt hopeless. His footing must've been horrible as he slipped over a rock and tumbled forward, a little gasp of shock leaving his lips. The unexpected rustling behind her, made her face the intrusion. Noticing the man on his knees, she went over to him, lending a helping hand. He noticed a very familiar ring covered hand stick out towards him. He didn't think much of it as he held it to stand up. Why did it feel like home? ~

You're My Favorite Maybe (Larry Stylinson) by louis_bum28

Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles hate each other but that wasn't always the case. At one point in time they might have even loved one another. However, that changed all at once as they saw their lives crumble at their feet. Will they ever get that life back? Will they ever figure out who they truly are? Will love outweigh the hate that they have for each other? There's only one way to find out... I will have trigger warnings at the top of the chapters that need it

The Institute by axnsley

Zayn Malik is not depressed. Zayn does cut though, scars lining his arms from years of doing it. But Zayn isn’t depressed, he’s not anything. He doesn’t know when he stopped feeling, when he went numb, but he does know that he can feel when he drags a razor across his skin. He feels afterwards too, relief washes over him as he is reminded that he is alive, he can feel. But then his mom found out, now he’s living in The Institute. Niall Horan is depressed. He’s well aware of his depression that has had no real trigger. He had it all back in highschool, he was popular, captain of the footie team, he wasn’t even bullied after coming out. But he was depressed. He would look in the mirror and all he would see was fat, globs of pale skin in all the wrong places. So the simple solution was to stop eating. But that didn’t work, Niall couldn’t not eat. Plan B went into effect then - throwing up. He had only been doing it for a few weeks when his brother found out, now he’s being sent to The Institute. Join the journey of Niall and Zayn learning how to feel again. Friends come along the way, a schizophrenic, mute and a multiple personality disorder patient. They’re an odd group, but they get along and slowly live their lives in The Institute.

Being Myself by Z_Ashika04

25th March 2015. The day which will go down as one of the darkest days in history. Hearts were broken and tears were shed. Zayn thought that he had done a good thing by leaving the band. But seeing the people's reactions, he started to doubt his decision. Was leaving the band a good choice? Was his health and happiness more important than that of the people? Will people ever love him again? What about the boys? What will happen to his career? Will anyone sign him into their record label? Will Simon let him by so easily? Join Zayn in his journey of existence. This is a story where hearts will be broken but also mended. A story where a man tries to leave his past and gain a name for himself. A story where a man strives for individuality. But most of all, a story where a member of the biggest band on the planet, strives to become himself again. Trigger warning: There will be mentions of anxiety, depression and also slight mentions of Eating Disorder. Best rankings: #14 in simoncowell #12 in celeblife #143 in eatingdisorder #238 in struggle

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Found | first book in Found Trilogy cover

Broken (a Niall Horan love story) cover

Achilles Heel |h.s| cover

JUST A PIECE OF CAKE cover

It Ended With An "Oops" And "Hi" cover

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You're My Favorite Maybe (Larry Stylinson) cover

The Institute cover

Being Myself cover

𝘾𝙖𝙣 𝙒𝙚 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙄𝙩 𝘼𝙡𝙡 𝙊𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝘼𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣?

[EDITING] After Zayn left One Direction everyone lost the track of contact with him except Niall. It hurts him the most that Harry never called or texted him. But suddenly Liam and Louis arrive to Bradford to visite him. Why they come? Where is Harry? What will happen next? Check the story "Can We Start It All Over Again? " for more. A/N - This was my very first story and it is filled with mistakes. I am really sorry for all of them. Please try to ignore. A/N - Finally editing this book. Hope to get it done soon. Original strat - 26/06/2018 Original end - 16/03/2019 Editing Start - 24/04/2022