Diary of the Hopeless
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Sam Paterson suffered from major depression issues that wouldn't get better.She tried writing in her diary to cope but it didn't seem to work. You are a person Sam went to school with who also found her diary in her old locker. You are reading Sam's diary because you are trying to find out why she took her own life.
Authors Note:
If you do have thoughts of suicide please don't do it. If you ever need help here are a few numbers for you to call:
Emergency: 911
Suicide Hotline: 1-(800)-273-8255
Trevor Project(LGBTQ):1 (866) 488-7386
You can also try to contact me through Wattpad. I'll check frequently if anyone does . You are not alone.
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