Addictions, they make you feel amazing but cost you a ton of trouble.
That's what he was.
He was my high, but I wasn't his. I kept on telling myself it was just because I was in the business and he needed some fun.
The only problem was that when the going got tough on him he'd have too much fun. To an extent where he was calling me in the middle of the night telling me how he hated the shit out of his father or how much he loved me.
He didn't mean all those things though.
He couldn't hate his father because the man helped give life to him.
He didn't love me as much as I needed him to.
But I didn't notice that. I didn't realize how much was too much of his bullshit until it was too far off. He shattered me into bits by a stupid mistake of his because of his addiction.
And that's what he was to me.
Just an Addiction.
~COMPLETED~
*DISCLAIMER: Now, this is just a fanfiction. I don't think any of this would really happen in real life. The main character, Mia, is portrayed to be a bit psycho, so bare with me.*
"Harry." I sigh, still freaking out. "Now, you don't know some things about me.. Some bad things."
"What?" He's starting to get angry.
"When I was a teenager.. I was stupid, okay?" I start to cry. "I was into drugs, I was an alcoholic.. I sliced my wrists everyday because the pain became so unbearable."
Karen watches me tell this story. She's the only one who knows my story other than my mom.
"I was into parties, I was practically a slut. As if." I sob, remembering every detail. "I would go to parties, get drunk, get high. Then, I would go somewhere with this guy Josh.
"We were dating or whatever, but he was also my drug dealer. I owed him money, lots of it. But since we were dating, he said it was fine. Well, we broke up and disappeared.
"I got sober, I checked into rehab. When I came out, not even a month later, I met you. I was so scared that I was going to fall back into my habits. That's why whenever we went to parties ourselves, I wouldn't drink alcohol."
"So.. You lied to me about your whole life?" He asks.
"I didn't want you to think different of me. And now he's after me! He's got Karen and now he's coming to get me!" I sob even harder.