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Last published Sat, Oct 28, 2017
Why do we do what we do? We connect and feel. Why do we feel? How do we feel? What do we feel? What is love? How do we feel love? Why do we feel love? Why do we live? What do our lives amount to? What will happen when this world inevitably ends? Who will remember us? Why do we want to be remembered?
the documentation of my thoughts and emotions. happy, sad, depressed and so on. ya just random stuff I think.
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