when I wrote this I was a different person and honestly the chapters were really cringy so I deleted them and just kept the ones from this year :)
I'm mostly using this like a diary and to vent so yeah... :)
a place where i take out my anger, talk about negative stuff, and let my feelings out. oh boy, there's gonna be a lot of parts in this... tw for cussing, suicide and sh mentions, and some potentially disturbing topics. this will be marked mature for a reason. don't read if you can't handle heavy topics like this.