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Reads 1,117
Votes 67
Parts 24
Time 1h 45m

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sometimes, even the brightest ray of sunshine could use some help breaking through the darkness. 

in which pastel!dan paints phil's nails everyday, and everyday, phil scratches it off before he gets home in fear of his parents seeing it. 

TRIGGER WARNING : SUICIDAL CHARACTER & SUICIDE ATTEMPT FEATURED

NOW AVAILABLE TO READ ON AO3--MY USER IS HELLBORN

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started: november 15th 2016
finished:All Rights Reserved

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Annoying sunshine // Phan {COMPLETED} by derailedphantrash

CONTAINS SELF HARM AND DEPRESSION Dan: the anti social kid at the back of the class , dressed in black lost in his own world . He has no friends , no family and he liked it that way . He had secrets , ones that he could never share unless psychiatric hospital sound good to you . Phil : the over enthusiastic new kid that's smiling though his pain . The boy that lost everything yet still fakes his smile . He looks like the sun yet feels like the dark sky yet know one will ever know . Phil doesn't have secrets but he has another person within himself , the true Phil , the one that wants to put a bullet in his head and die like the rest of his family seems to do yet this Phil is hidden under a mask of bright clothes and smiles . When Dan and Phil meet at the back of a class right in the very corner dans appearance reminds him of his true self , Phil reminds Dan about the old him the one before he lost hope . Dan hates Phil he's to happy and it sickens Dan . Phil is intrigued by Dan he's to mysterious and Phil loves it . They both have secrets and they both have issues . Will they end up bonding or colliding ?

Hopeless (Dan Howell X Reader) by scocophilia

"I'm sorry," he began, stepping forward "I couldn't say this over the phone. I couldn't. I just... I was so happy!" Your face fell, you were sitting here, dreading everything you had ever done, and he was happy. "When you told me, my heart stopped, I - I couldn't speak... I love you (Name.) and I couldn't tell you that, without wanting to touch you, to hold you, to make you mine, and just... just look at you." He sighed, his cheeks beet red, your own matching him style. TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, WILL HATE, OR ARE SENSTIVE TO TOPICS INVOLVING DEPRESSION/ANXIETY #2 Dan #10 YOUTUBE

Worth Waiting For by whogirl1

Dan realises something - something he needs to tell Phil. Phil needs to tell Dan how he feels. Will either of them pluck up the courage to tell the other? And what will happen if they do?

Our Fairytale » Third Book in SMFM series by TheMeganHowell

The third story in a very cringy trilogy. This one is probably the least cringe worthy. [Trigger Warning: Story lightly mentions self-harm, suicide, eating disorders, and depression. Do not read if you may be triggered by these subjects!] ©TheMeganHowell 2015

heartbreaks (a Danistonfire fanfic) by beckieisnotonfire

If there is one thing Charlie hates its cheaters. so what happens when her boyfriend cheats on her and she meets Dan and Phil? Will she develop feelings for Dan? Will she be able to trust him? Join Charlie as she has heartbreaks and finds love and find out if she will ever trust a boy again!

Misunderstood [Phan] (COMPLETED) by JoeyLover16

Dan was 16 and depressed, no one really knew him all that well, he had trust issues and preferred to keep his feelings hidden. Phil was 18 and sweet, everybody knew him and liked him, he was kind of stuck up but he had a good heart • • • Dan was born in London but when his mum met a man, they got married and moved to New York together. But then Dans parents got divorced after his mum figured out that he was abusing Dan. Dans mum decided to move back to London because New York reminded them of bad memories • • • [I wanted to make their ages closer so I made them have a two year difference rather than a five year difference] [TRIGGER WARNING] INCLUDES SELF-HARM, DEPRESSION, SUICIDE AND SCHIZOPHRENIA RELATED THEMES ; Copyright © 2017

Forever Yours, Daniel ✹ Phan (Sequel to House Plants) by klutzyvegetarian7

SEQUEL TO HOUSE PLANTS... Please read House Plants first before reading this. Do not continue to read this description if you have not read the beginning story. This contains SPOLIERS!! ************ (Phil's POV) After Dan's accident, he wasn't the same. He had healed properly, but his personality grew dark when the police began their hunt for the criminal who put Dan in the hospital. He never looked at me with the same passion he once did. We would kiss, we would have sex, but he was always upset. When I asked him what was wrong, he claimed there was nothing wrong. He didn't know I saw his wrists and thighs. ************* Warning: Self harm, suicide, and sex.

The Lion and the Llama (Phanfiction) by danosaurxx

*TRIGGER WARNING* Dan and Phil start having feelings for each other, but after one of Dan's nightmares causing him wanting Phil to sleep with him the rest of the night, things start spiraling out of control. (Phan, self harm, swearing etc etc etc) Ok, I'm terrible at descriptions, but if you wanna know what actually happens read on :))) -A xx

The Big Bad Vampire ~Phan~ by MarshmallowPhan

(Formerly called Who Would Want To Kiss A Vampire?) - (This is really old and bad lmao read at ur own risk) Phil Lester is a punk with a secret. He stalks the streets at night, praying on innocent pedestrians to sink his teeth into. Or, at least what people assume he does. You see, Phil is a vampire; What people assume to be bloodthirsty monsters, but Phil is different. He's only killed one person before and it was on accident. He'd never mean to hurt anyone. Ever since then, no ones talked to him, unless they wanted him on their team in gym class. Well, that is until a tiny boy who wears soft colours and his dark brown curls adorned with flower crowns moves to the city... Or, when Dan and Phil both find things out about themselves they never knew before, leading them on what one would consider a very grand adventure in the supernatural world.

More Than a Bestfriend by jennicaphantrash

You're favourite youtube stars, Dan and Phil, meet each other and decide to move in. Along the way is romance, tears and heartbreak. *NOTICE* Trigger Warning. If you struggle with anxiety, self harm or depression, please read with caution as your safety is more important than reads.

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Annoying sunshine // Phan {COMPLETED}

CONTAINS SELF HARM AND DEPRESSION Dan: the anti social kid at the back of the class , dressed in black lost in his own world . He has no friends , no family and he liked it that way . He had secrets , ones that he could never share unless psychiatric hospital sound good to you . Phil : the over enthusiastic new kid that's smiling though his pain . The boy that lost everything yet still fakes his smile . He looks like the sun yet feels like the dark sky yet know one will ever know . Phil doesn't have secrets but he has another person within himself , the true Phil , the one that wants to put a bullet in his head and die like the rest of his family seems to do yet this Phil is hidden under a mask of bright clothes and smiles . When Dan and Phil meet at the back of a class right in the very corner dans appearance reminds him of his true self , Phil reminds Dan about the old him the one before he lost hope . Dan hates Phil he's to happy and it sickens Dan . Phil is intrigued by Dan he's to mysterious and Phil loves it . They both have secrets and they both have issues . Will they end up bonding or colliding ?