I love him. Kirito X Reader

This is about you and kirito, You met Him on a online game called SAO or Sword Art Online.
You met Asuna in real life and called her your Big sister, since she was like a "Big sister role model" sort of thing, In this story, Asuna doesn't like kirito or doesnt have the feeling like love towards him, Asuna only haves the feelings a friend would have towards each other. Ever since you started playing SAO you and millions of other players were trapped in the game. For 2 years you fought and decided not to talk with anyone but Asuna and Kirito (When you met him), you cried but only in asunas arms. You only showed her your emotions, but in the heat of battle you showed no mercy, just like you kirito was the highest player, but you were a bit lower than him, you asked him if he could show you some trickes in the game. He gladly accepted. On with the story!~ :)