But I Love Her
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Last published Fri, Jun 16, 2017
"How did I let it get like this?"
Evelyn Brooks was close with her family. She was adored by all of her, well, loyal YouTube subscribers and fans. Though when Evelyn meets one certain fan of hers, things start to change. She comes out. She loses fans. She becomes lost. Her mother can't seem to make up her mind. Is Evelyn going to follow her heart? Or will she follow her mother?
This is a story about a girl in her early twenties having difficulties with how her sexuality is seen to other people in her life and around her. It's a tough ride, and Evelyn doesn't know if she'll be able to hang on, or if she'll lose it.
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