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Fighting the Beast Inside

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Me.


Now I would mention the other 7 billion people that I have inhabited, but for time's sake, I will not. These three people have something in common that they don't realise and if by the end you haven't realised what it is they have in common, then you must be a very obtuse muggle. Sometimes I leave their body to look at them from a different perspective. It is during these times that I have little insight on what they are thinking. I have no intention of introducing myself. And you may wonder why I didn't give an introduction near the beginning. But I am not like you normal folk.All Rights Reserved

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🌸🍡🍥Yukki's Love Life🍥🍡🌸 by V-keiEly

[DISCONTINUED!!!] How would you feel if the person that you knew for your whole life ended up being completely different than how you imagined that they were in your head? A highschool student named Yukki once thought that her childhood bestfriend was a good person, before discovering her true nature just by looking at something she shouldn't had looked at. Once she found out who she really was, her life changed completely, or more specifically, it turned upside down. . Top hashtag rankings: 1# mind-break (28th December 2023) 1# ephebophilia (21st January 2024) 12# mentalabuse (28th December 2023) 1# pilloverdose (28th December 2023) 3# hypersexuality (31st May 2024)

The Forgotten Sister. by 1dharrylouisgirl

Pretend your invisible to everyone around you. How would you feel? Now pretend your invisible to the ones you love the most. That feeling would suck right? The sad thing is, I'm in that predicament right now. Yet I'm not invisible, I'm not missing from the world......... I'm just forgotten.

A Touching Of Lips (BoyxBoy) by mossfordgreen

Why does life come with so many different possible answers to the same question? Which answer is the correct one and how do you know for sure? Finding your true self, amid all the decisions you're forced to make in growing up, is quite a battle, isn't it? I was doing okay. Really I was. Then I literally bumped into him and that was it. That was when everything changed. My life took a new turn and became an exciting adventure. I found myself swept along in a sea of change that I either had to swim along with, or sink and drown. It was a no brainer to swim but fully embracing the changes to the way I thought and felt was quite a journey. This is my story.

CLANDESTINE | HS | by niallsgoldhoop

Ignoring each other like we didn't even exist was easy. That's the way it's always been. Until one starry, blood moonlit night changes everything we thought we had ever known. When what started as a birthday toast quickly turns into a chance to get the idea of each other out of our system, it's clear that nothing good could come from it... Even if the feeling is nothing but good. Before we know it we find ourselves fastened together like a stitch of thread on a vintage shirt, holding on for the crude interruption to our well thought out lies. There's just one thing about lies though, little by little they show their truth. The rules are simple -don't date your best friends brother. But unfortunately... The stolen stares and the secrets take over everything, making it impossible to think about anyone else. I think there's been a glitch, one I would ruin myself for. A million little times.

Everyones Obsessed* by Cie1_5

The past carries an unjust history. Immoral actions mark the present. The future holds untold consequences. Bad things happen to good people, and good people do bad things. | | || ||| ||||| |||||||| ||||||||||||| You, of all people, should understand the obsession. Whether it's the endless hours lost to a screen, the compulsion to scroll through forums, the need for that next high, the haunting grip of past trauma, the fixation on someone unattainable, the pursuit of a fleeting feeling, or even the inexplicable attachment to something as simple as frogs-obsession has woven itself into every corner of your life. •__ •_ •• •_• •_• • •••• / ••_ • •_• I have done terrible things because I let obsession take over me. It wasn't always that way. It started as a lie; it became true one day. I told myself I was in control and could stop anytime, but I only lied to myself. I was powerless. I never wanted to hurt anyone; I hurt him and myself. Now, I'm left with the wreckage of my choices. I wonder if there's any way to get things back to how they were before. Xgbs bqf zpv patfttfc xisg? To us, they are just another random person: the letters carved on the table, the artist of old graffiti, the person who also walked into the restroom, the reason the trash is full, or the garbage thrower on the side of the streets. But to them, they're the main fucking character in their own story, and each mark, item, digital trace, and photo they have makes a fragment of their existence. We may never know their face or name, but the traces they left remind us that everyone's lives intersect, creating a vast web of connections; unnoticed or not, they are never truly invisible. Dy32Al43Dy44|Dy11Al99Dy33|Dy44Dy87Dy22|Dy01Dy87|Dy87Al11Dy01Dy33Dy01Dy01Dy33Al21|Dy32Dy55Al01Al43|Dy21Al99Dy11Dy21Dy65Dy55Al77Dy43|Dy21Dy87Al21Dy33Dy01/

Scared To Love by desmondsallah

Who knew running away from girls would be so difficult ? It's almost impossible when you're in a school mostly made up of girls . "I'm not making friends with any girl at all or even talk to them . I don't want to risk falling in love again" . I could feel my heart trying to tell me something that I did not understand . My heart was saying something and whatever it was saying was going to change something in my life . Something special about this new friend and I have no idea what.

Give me shelter by SabastianStefano

Have you ever felt so lonely you believed there was nothing left for you? Stashed away, merely forgotten. I mean you could cry and cry, yet no one would hear you. At least no one you truly once loved. Being yourself can be detrimental to others happiness, and so you down play who you are. You devalue your beliefs, your morals fall short and that hollow rock turns into your Mirror. Do you matter anymore? Would anyone care if you simply disappeared? Could you find your way out of the darkness? Look Closer is one of my favourite quotes and so I'll use it as a guide to understanding the complex characters you're about to meet.

Until I Met Her by cammi1011

I was never the cool girl... Never the centre of attention. Hell, the first party I ever went to, it was because Kelly dragged me to it and I was 17! Oh, Kelly... Kelly was my first love, my first everything but once we finished high school, we parted ways. My plans were very clear, go to university, have fun, go to parties, maybe fool around at some point when missing Kelly got too much for me to handle... , I don't know, the typical university life you see in movies. However, it was nothing like it. I was struggling to keep up with my assignments, with my classes, with all the drama, with the parties, with Kelly, with the people, with Pokemon Go, with everything. I couldn't keep up with anything. And then... Eleanor Williams did what she does best. She came out of nowhere and plant herself in the middle of my world and like a very fucking annoying tree, she set roots and wouldn't move. And then I found myself, God kill me now, enjoying being around Eleanor Williams. I found myself watering the fucking tree even when I knew it'd only make the roots grow deeper until there was no way of removing it. (Yes, sometimes I make very shitty metaphors, you'll get use to it...) But just because I was, much to my dismay, enjoying Eleanor Williams's company, it didn't mean she wanted me around.

Irreconcilable by Dreaming-Mirk

If only you knew, honestly if only I knew where I would be at this time last year I would call you insane. It feels like not to long ago I was your regular Christian. The school, the church, the "perfect" life? It was all's lie. I was the skinny boy who was bullied at school and at home. That is till I met him. He changed my life. He saved my life. And I couldn't be more thankful. Stick with it for a few chapters I promise it gets better haha BxB !!!! ‼️ Mentions: Abuse Alcohol substances Rape Religion IF ANY OF THESE TRIGGER YOU PLEASE DO NOT READ AND IF YOU ARE EXPERIENCING ANY OF THESE PLEASE REACH OUT TO ME OR OTHERS!!!!! ily be safe and look out for your mental health!💝

Volcano Meets Tonardo (gxg) by GalaxyEyes05

We are told that if it's not perfect it's not enough. We are called insane for breaking every rule. We are told that we should change and only then we'll be happy. We are convinced that there is no going back and hell is our final destination. They have a blueprint of how our lives will end and never a solution to better the plan. I say there is a way out every mess, an alley to heaven. I didn't have to be perfect, I just had to accept defeat and let her lead. She thought I was perfect when everybody else didn't. I fell in love with a soul like mine. My Tonardo... ______________________________________ This is not some holy holy book, It's not rated PG nor Family friendly. I won't be filtering any strong language and/or explicit scenes. LGBTQ+ vibes all the way! Do remember to Vote; Comment and It puts a smile on my face😌😁 Try to copy my work and I'll find you!😑 Feel free to hit me up, Let's communicate! Instagram: @Gala.xy_eyes Facebook: @Mbalenhle Nkuna Email: nkunambalenhle@gmail.com

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