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Why Me

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depression emo fanfic-tion romance suicidal

Alisha was just five when she heard fighting almost everyday. By her parents. Until one night when it got physical. She's now 15 and has developed a eating disorder and severe depression. Her best friend who has been there for her is Luke. But will this new kid get in the way to make her have a better life or make it worse for her.
     This is my first book so please don't hate on me.
      I'm editing the book so I'm sorry if it was a bit confusing.Todos os Direitos Reservados

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"Well just for that, I'll show you abuse." He says and before I could react, he punches me. Hard. I was pissed. Even though I haven't had ALL my training. I figured I should at least try SOMETHING. Before he could hit again, I pull my fist back and punch him straight in the jaw. I heard a snap so I think I broke it. He was taken off guard and I kick him in this side as hard as I could, remembering that I can kick really good apparently. I guess the guys were right because he fell over. I pulled my leg back ready to kick again when I saw a glimpse of something shiny reflect from his hand. I froze when I realized what it was. A gun. He had a fucking gun. Brianne and her best friend Adam become VERY close until it all comes crashing down on her. Her neighbor Scott comes to her rescue until her childhood friend Jake moves into the other house next to hers. Everything seems to go in a down hill spiral from there. Brianne falls in love and is heart broke more than any teenage girl should. There will be love, hate and heartbreak, but who causes what? ⚠️ warning ⚠️ Contains language, violence, and abuse * USED TO BE CALLED 'DON'T GO' ABD IS NOW 'FIGHTING FOR LOVE'