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Steve can't believe Hydra turned his friend into a monster until the Winter Soldier proves him wrong. And re-activates a long-forgotten trauma. How is Bucky supposed to live with this guilt? And can his friend forgive him? --- Warning! Discusses and describes sexual abuse! --- German version: https://www.wattpad.com/story/318575522-schmutzige-spiele

Do it with passion or not at all ☆ A scandalous compilation of one-shots exploring what life was like in the 1930s with pre-serum Bucky and Steve, how they dealt with newfound feelings for one another, what their first time was like, and more! • Completed • WARNING: mature content Best rankings to date: #1 buckybarnesxsteverogers - (fall 2018) #2 preserumsteve - (winter 2018, winter 2019) #2 skinnysteve - (summer 2021) Please don't steal my book, I worked very hard on it! Copyright © 2018 Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes Copyright © Marvel (some characters and plot lines) All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or used in any manner without the prior written permission of the copyright owner, except for the use of brief quotations in a book review. Edited by Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes Cover art by Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes Some scenarios in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to actual persons, living or dead, is coincidental.

if some parts look weird it's probably cause I'm editing but please do comment on it so I can take a look and change it if needed. also if you want to copy this story and write it, gladly do so I don't mind, just let me know so I can read it too after Loki loses to the avengers, they take him back to the tower for interrogation. but what they saw was not what they were expecting. this is probably gonna turn out into a frost iron story. so yeah, I hope you enjoy it. contains self-harm, depression, and probably a lot of cursing I don't own the cover pic or anything except the shit that I'm about to start writing and I'm probably going to add all the MCU characters cause I'm writing it and idgaf

The Avengers hear word of HYDRA having another secret Super Soldier project. When they meet the girl that is the focus of the project, Bucky Barnes is desperate to help her recover. Still struggling with the memories of HYDRA himself, he tries to mend the wounds they have inflicted onto the girl, physically and mentally. Maybe by helping to heal her past it will help heal his too. "Every interaction we have, every moment we spend together, I feel like I'm falling deeper. I try my best to crawl back up, but there he is, pulling me back down even farther than before. I feel like I'm drowning in him, but it's not suffocating. It's intoxicating." (Bucky Barnes x OC) Warning: Sexual abuse, suicidal ideation, sexual language, swearing and other topics that might be offensive. All Character Rights to Marvel.

"He was the first person I ever fell for, he was also the first person who ever broke my heart." When Alaska reappears after the blip her aunt refuses to let her back into her childhood home. With nowhere else to go Sam lets Alaska stay with him until she decides what to do next. What Alaska doesn't know is that Sam also extends his hospitality to a certain Ex-assasin. When Alaska meets Bucky for the first time she is mesmerized. Not only by his looks but also by his kind and caring soul. Still battling the demons of his past, Bucky doesn't want anyone to get hurt anymore-especially not Alaska. But she has a way of wiggling herself through the cracks of the wall he has built around his heart and it is hard to stay away from her. This is a short little story I wrote this summer and its also the first story I have ever written...so please be nice to me lol. Anyways I hope you enjoy the story  Feel free to leave any comments or constructive criticism. Bucky and Sam arent my charakters and all rights belong to Marvel

Heartbreak made me reckless. Loving him made me whole. When Steve Rogers broke my heart, I wasn't sure I'd ever recover. He was my everything, until he wasn't. So I pieced myself back together the only way I knew how. With anger. With mistakes. With fire. And with someone I never expected-his best friend. James Barnes is complicated. Dangerous. Broken in his own ways. But he's the one who stayed. The one who chose me. This isn't a fairytale. It's messy. It's devastating. And it's real.

Enemies to friends to lovers - Bucky Barnes fan fiction. Growing up under the control of General Dreykov and the Red Room was exactly what you'd imagine; unrelenting torture, brutal experimentation, and layers of brainwashing that left no part of you untouched. When Natasha and Yelena finally destroyed Dreykov and brought the program down, those of us who survived were sent to Wakanda, where we endured the same deprogramming that had freed the Winter Soldier. Piece by piece, they stripped away what the Red Room had carved into us. Once we were deemed fit for society, S.H.I.E.L.D scattered us across the globe, planting us in carefully chosen lives and coaching us on how to "blend in." For most, reintegration was possible. For me, it wasn't. No matter where I was sent, the past clung to me like a shadow I couldn't shake.

*Rating this PG-13 for mentions of physical torture (canon), and heavy mental health topics such as PTSD, depression, s*icidal thoughts, etc. Read with discretion.* Saving my brain power for the actual content in this story, basically Steve Rogers (MCU) has a younger sister named Rose (I'm so sorry I know this name is really basic but it was really popular in the 20s when she was born) who fought in WWII with him and she and Bucky Barnes were engaged before he "died" and Steve and Rose were turned into ice cubes (derogatory). Rose and Steve are now in modern times (2016) having issues with their superpowered roommates (The Avengers) and trying to get their PTSD ridden third member of the trio (Bucky) to remember that he cares about them. I swear there's actually substance to this story I'm just so unserious please read it so I feel important

Sergeant James Barnes thought he knew what he wanted in life. He went to war as a young confident soldier who thought he could cope with anything - safe in the knowledge that the person he loved the most would always be there for him. But then he is broken. Abused. All he wants is to get back to Steve, back to a life that now does not exist. He may as well be in Hell. Perhaps he is. You never asked for this life. It chose you. And you are forced to watch as the man you love is turned into something else - something he would find horrifying. All you can think is that he needs to be reunited with his first love to be saved...but where will that leave you? Spanning over 70 years and three lifetimes, this is the story of the Winter Soldier.

She was a simple nurse, sent to be the aid and care to the Hydra experiment James Barnes. After caring for him she finds her self slowly falling in love with the broken Soldier, and him retuning her affection in ways she wouldn't expect. When doctors start to get suspicious who knows what will happen to the two lovers. _ This book contains mature content, such as violence, sexual interactions, like smut, strong language, and more. So just a heads up. _ Voting and writing comments with help my book get more views and reach more people so if you could just vote and comment that would be great.