/My Mental Ocean/
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Last published Mon, Aug 14, 2017
*Gyrates madly in spinning chair, unable to formulate words because of g-force*
Hi there! My name is Riley, I'm in the ninth grade, soon to be tenth (whaddup, time is moving way too fast)! And welcome to My Mental Ocean! This so just a little online diary sort of thing. I really can't sum up what I talk about in this diary because it's just so all over the place ~ also, side warning, I know no boundaries so there's gonna be tons of TMI (I Didn't Need To Know That Thank You No Thank You) stuff in here ^-^ Enjoy ~~
*Some triggering subjects, most likely*
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