Life Itself
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Last published Fri, Aug 1, 2014
❝ I am just a teenage girl fighting to survive. But to be honest I doubt I’m going to make it another round. Last time I checked self harming and eating disorders don’t make you a champion fighter. I regret the things I have done in my past but I think I’m getting better, or at least I hope I am. But nonetheless, my name’s Sam Finecky and this is my life…❞
A/N: I feel like I should warn you before you read my story that even though it is completely fiction it still has a lot of truth behind it. I don't want to upset anyone with my story so please if you're not comfortable with sad stories don't expect to be made up with this one. But I would really appreciate it if you did try it out because a lot of thought has gone into this story and everything I have written is either something that I have felt myself or someone I'm close to has. Anyway, thank you for reading this rather long author's note!
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