Poems

How can you act like this?
How did you get over me this fast?
Maybe you never really loved me?
How can you be so happy?
When I'm tired of faking my smiles.
And tired of trying to get this aching feeling out?
No matter what i do
No matter how hard i cry
No matter how many sleepless nights i spend alone
You will never come to me
Because you found your forever
You're happy with her
I see your eyes
They were always the one who told me your emotions
How can you forget me this easily?
While I'm still a sobbing mess when your name is mentioned
Why cant I get rid of those memories?
Why cant i get that picture of you staring at me out of my mind?
Why are you happy?
I'm not a bad person
But when i see you with her
I cant control myself
And curse her
Because she has all of it
All of the things which were mine to claim
You
Your eyes that held that sparkle of love
Which were full of pride
Full of confidence
Full of possessiveness
Your arms
The safety of them
The tears juat wont go away
How can you do this to me?
Why?
What have i done to deserve this pain?
Why cant i be happy?
Why cant i forget you?
Why do you have to be so happy with her?
She's not me
She will never be me
And thats what you love about her
You left me
Just left me with this heartache
I'll suffer my whole life
While you're out there
Taking her to dates daily
Holding her hands
Hugging her
While here i am
Still wondering
What did I do?
What was my mistake
That you let me go this easily
I devoted myself to you
I gave you everything i had

My soul
But you still left
Without any explanation
No matter how much i try
I still camt let you go
Its been years
Fucking years
And im still not over you
I dont think i'll ever get over you
You're just going yo break my heart
Again and again
And i'll let you