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Poems

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How can you act like this? How did you get over me this fast? Maybe you never really loved me? How can you be so happy? When I'm tired of faking my smiles. And tired of trying to get this aching feeling out? No matter what i do No matter how hard i cry No matter how many sleepless nights i spend alone You will never come to me Because you found your forever You're happy with her I see your eyes They were always the one who told me your emotions How can you forget me this easily? While I'm still a sobbing mess when your name is mentioned Why cant I get rid of those memories? Why cant i get that picture of you staring at me out of my mind? Why are you happy? I'm not a bad person But when i see you with her I cant control myself And curse her Because she has all of it All of the things which were mine to claim You Your eyes that held that sparkle of love Which were full of pride Full of confidence Full of possessiveness Your arms The safety of them The tears juat wont go away How can you do this to me? Why? What have i done to deserve this pain? Why cant i be happy? Why cant i forget you? Why do you have to be so happy with her? She's not me She will never be me And thats what you love about her You left me Just left me with this heartache I'll suffer my whole life While you're out there Taking her to dates daily Holding her hands Hugging her While here i am Still wondering What did I do? What was my mistake That you let me go this easily I devoted myself to you I gave you everything i had My soul But you still left Without any explanation No matter how much i try I still camt let you go Its been years Fucking years And im still not over you I dont think i'll ever get over you You're just going yo break my heart Again and again And i'll let you

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