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Deeper Thoughts

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Trapped inside his own head, the talented young man Aerin Luna questions all lessons ever taught by life.

Morality becomes a distant memory as the gray fades into the black and white people have come to accept. A story where the protagonist is the antagonist, having a sense of humanity means showing no humanity.

Aerin has always had an above average intelligence, able to get away with anything he did by talking his way out or just covering his tracks, with good looks and an unparalleled talent of learning and mastering anything he put his mind to, he gets trapped by his own thoughts when he starts to question everything humanity has tried to teach him.All Rights Reserved

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Thu, May 2, 2019

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