Is it wrong for me to love you?

This is about a girl named Emilia who is not very popular wit the "normal" kids. Her friends are a group she made in 6th grade but some of her friends moved away after 6th grade. Her group was Kira, Alex, Jelly (Jazz), Daisy (Denise) and Princess (Ruby). These were the main people she talked to in 6th grade and the only people she trusted. Kira and Alex moved away to diffrent schools. Emilia was "cousins" with Kira and she would tell her everyting but 1 thing. Emilia was in love with one of her friends that she should have never fallen for. Emilia questions herself everyday if it's wrong to love one of her most trusted friends. Emilia goes on through middle school trying to hide the fact that she loves one of her best friends.