First time alone
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The first time without you.
You've pulled me up when I was on the edge, done with it, done with everything and everyone.
Done with the people who kicked me, done with depression, DONE WITH LIFE!!!!!
And now you're gone,
ᎫᏌᏚᎢ because I wasn't their in time, wasn't their to save you.
I͟t͟'s͟ a͟l͟l͟ m͟y͟ f͟a͟u͟l͟t͟.....
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