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Scared To Love

LittleGirlFromTexas

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LECTURAS 3,347
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Partes 18
Hora 2h 50m

LittleGirlFromTexas

betrayal fiction loss love philophobia

"Look into my eyes and tell me you hate me Aubry!" He yelled in my face.  I looked up, and couldn't help it as I stared at him with wide eyes. It was getting harder to keep up my mask.  "You can't can you?" He laughed as the tears started to run down my cheeks. The worst part was he's right, I could never hate him no matter how much I tried.  "No Jason, I don't hate you. I just don't love you anymore."  I walked away holding on to the pieces of my heart he just reshattered.
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After a heart has been broken can it ever be repaired?

Aubry is a girl who doesn't like the word forever. She may have a reason after Jason (her boyfriend of 2 years, the boy she love has loved since 15), breaks her heart, but can she ever see past that to fall in love again? What happens when she collides with Andrew, a handsome, charming, amazing gentleman? Will she open up her heart to him and give him everything? Will she fear the same fate and avoid Andrew? Or will Jason and Aubry reignite an old love?Todos los derechos reservados

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