Its Not Up To You

You dread it. Push it back in your mind. Convince yourself that he dosent care enough to even do it. But then he does.

You hear that dreaded sound, your phone lights up. And your heart seems to stop.

He hasent called, texted. You havent heard from him in months since you needed him the most. Convince yourself that its over and start to move on but he just comes back.

It never seems to end. You needed him the most then you thought but he just disappeared