Beautiful Phan
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Last published Sat, Jan 18, 2014
A fanfiction about Phan - When Dan makes a rash decision to commit suicide, and fails, Phil has to rush back from his holiday to see him, and most importantly, to find out why. But with Dan withholding information as to why he did it, and Phil trying desperately to make something of his life - will they ever discover what's truly going on in Dans mind, and indeed, in Phils?
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