Phan- established relationship apart from the prologue Dan Howell loves Phil Lester with all his heart. After all, his wonderful boyfriend is the reason why he was brave enough to pursue his dreams of becoming a pianist. When he is called to go on tour, he must leave Phil behind for two whole months. He's sure he'll go insane. Phil Lester loves Dan Howell with all of his heart. A youtuber, and a rather big one at that, he and Dan's relationship is a secret. When Dan has to leave for two months, Phil isn't quite sure how he'll survive alone.All Rights Reserved