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Kimani, 16 going onto 17, has straight A's and is going onto College to face her A-levels, she has her two best friends who have been with her through thick and thin, a mother who has loved her since she was young. But one thing stands in the way of her ultimate happiness...
HER SKIN.
'you're ok for a darkskin girl.'
'If you were lighter'
'Let me chat to your lightskin friend'
'Dont like darkskin girls'
'Your bodies nice but you should be lighter'
Will Kimani ever love herself, her true self?
Normal Disclaimer : this book has been written because i was mainly bored and wanted a new, refreshing book to write and put my newfound thoughts onto.
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1. Any sexual scenes may sound fictional or weird or cringe as this has come from reading other books on Wattpad.
2. This book was not made to offend or hurt peoples views on a particular topic, some things may sound arrogant or rude and I apologise before hand.
3. This is written by me and only me theMadMarsz. I do not copy or plagiarise other books because thats just sad.
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