Drowning [COMPLETED]
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  • Reads 1,992
  • Votes 102
  • Parts 31
  • Time 2h 41m
Complete, First published Nov 20, 2016
There were two of us. 

Both drowning in each other's pain. 

I got lucky and swam up to the top grasping  for air. 

She sank to the bottom and there was nothing I could do for her. 

She may have drowned but I feel like I did. 

And now I'm breaking. 

Because without her why am I even living?
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