The Misguided Girl

I'm not your ordinary teenager. In fact, I'm far from ordinary. I grew up without a father figure in my life, never ever saw him. When I was 11, I was molested by my older brother when he was drunk. Then a restrainging order was set against him. I haven't seen him since then. No wonder why I'm socially akward with boys, and they make me feel uncomfortable. And my mother, she's no help. She works all the time to keep busy of all the things she's had to deal with. I don't see her on the weekends and only 2 hours on the weekdays, life of a trauma surgeon. And I'm the only child, so I get very lonely. But Im glad I have my main girls who ride till the death with me, India and Aircka. We all met Freshman year of high school, in Mr. Martin's 1st period English class. Now were starting this school year as Seniors in highschool, ready to take on the world. India wants to be a professional model, like Adriana Lima, (her inspiration), Aircka wants go into fashion and design. She has a wicked sense of style. And me, well I don't really know. I thought about going into the medical field, but I don't know if it fits me. I love to rap though. I always imagine myself on stage and having a great time. But my mother would hate me for the rest of my life. I think I'll just wait and see.