Nothing Lasts Forever.
That's what I was told growing up and it's what I believed.
My family was always happy when I grew up but my mother raised me to believe that I didn't and shouldn't need to depend on anyone in life for my own happiness or anything for that matter. Strangely enough, it led me to never attaching myself to people.
Now that I'm in college and as independent as I can be, I feel things start to change for me but I can't break my old habits as much as I wish I could. It scares me. It's something I've never imagined before.
I guess this is my greatest downfall. Maybe it is him.
-=+ Oct. 2013 +=-
(Caution! May be triggering. If you trigger easily I advise you to not continue reading.)
Niall Horan always been the normal one out of all his friends back home, but that all changed after his XFactor audition.
He believes that no one will ever love him. Why would they? He's hideous, fat, a disgrace, and supposedly gay.
As a matter of fact, he just might be. There is one member of the group that understands him, that pities him because he knows how he feels.
What will happen when Niall tries to take his own life? Will the one he loves follow in his footsteps? Will everyone be overjoyed? Or will everyone regret everything they ever did to him and become overly depressed?
(PS)
I don't think that Niall is fat, hideous, a disgrace or gay. I love Niall with all my life and heart. He is my saviour, my smile, my reason to be. If anyone thinks that Niall is hideous, fat, a disgrace or gay.... I'll personally find out where you live go to your house & stab you while you're sleeping.