I'm Not A Girl (Phan AU)
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Last published Wed, Jun 21, 2017
This story is about Dan (Danielle) who is a transgender boy. He told his best friend Pj about it and he was totally okay with it. But his mum doesn't even let him cut his hair short like the other boys or wear clothes from the boy's section.
His dad is in prison and he can't see him. He wants to know his dad and talk about how he feels.
That's when the new boy Phil starts to talk with him. He doesn't know about Dans' gender. He thinks Dan is a girl and Dan is only for shortening his name. But Dan wants Phil to know about everything. It's hard beacuse Dan has anxiety which is not good in these situations. He wants to be with Phil more but as a boy and maybe a little bit more than just friends.
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