I Never Liked The Quiet Before

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(MODERN AU) Alexander Hamilton was a bright, smart, peppy and NOT AT ALL SHY person. So why are his grades dropping, he's becoming shy and he seems to be blind to the beauty of this treacherous world?All Rights Reserved

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