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The Way
The others are so goal oriented and I can't help but to feel irritated to them or embarrassed of myself. Sometimes I ponder if that's the real thing they want. For years, I keep on searching for something elusive; the demands of society that I couldn't have. Ever. People started to question me what kind of creature I am. Unreadable, distorted and strange. I fooled myself that maybe I am lost. Now the sky is clear and I'm prone to fear. I stopped considering myself that I am lost. I am never lost. My path is just endless. A path without specific destination. Only driven by hope for the places that I would like to stay. And I'm almost there.
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