A 5SOS: Ashton Irwin Fanfiction.
"What would your 7 year old self do if she saw you now?" "She'd be scared. I know I am"
It was that voice inside her head that ruined her. She thought it knew everything when in reality, all it knew was how to get deep inside her brain. It controlled her mind, her thoughts, her every move until finally, it began to control her life. She was a wreck. She lost everyone. She wouldn't let anyone in, and no one wanted in.
She looked like the girl a child would cross the street if they saw her coming their way. With her ripped tights, jet black hair, biker boots, tattoos and piercings..no wonder people saw her as a threat to their lives.
She had cuts on her wrists but a smile on her lips. That is, when smoke wasn't coming out. If it weren't for a clean cut guy named Ashton Irwin, she would have been lost for ever or was it already too late for her to be found?
Cara was no where near perfect with her messed up life, she gave up. All she ever wanted was to be perfect. Ashton was probably her only chance, but she ruins everything she touches, so whats the point in trying?
Warning: There WILL be swear words in this story, I'm just letting you all know now because I don't want to offend anyone. This book is fiction, meaning I made it up.
Maddie has one rule: Don't catch feelings
But what happens when she finds solace with another broken person? And what happens when they inadvertently help each other start to heal? Do rules change? Do feelings grow? Can her broken actually be fixed, or has it scarred too deep for that?
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Calum Hood fanfiction
***rated Mature for language, smut, and sensitive topics***
Written summer to fall 2019
Fully edited summer 2021
Ranked #1 in #CalumHood October 2019 and April 2020
Ranked #1 in #5SecondsOfSummer October 2019