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Ongoing, Unang na-publish Nov 22, 2016
Hey guys- I'm flattered you want to read my book. I usually wouldn't put a dumb not up here, but this book contains triggers for depressions and stuff, so please don't read it you're suseptable to them. Also, DO NOT READ UNLESS YOU ARE 15+!!!!! This novel DOES NOT CONTAIN EXPLICIT material, I just don't want anyone hurting themselves. (You have been warned!) Now that that's done...


      Depression is illegal. Suicide- illegal. Any mental illness- illegal. If you are anything but a stereotypical, straight, happy, successful human being- illegal. 

     Let me elaborate. Fourty years ago, the US government appealed all the gay marriage, mental health protection laws. Roe vs Wade had been appealed decades before that. The year, 2083, was a year of change and horror for the citizens of America, it cause riots, which caused death, which eventually lead to the collapse of the government. 
      In the current year of 2125, we celebrate our new government's 40th anniversary. New Eden. A country where only it's citizen are welcome, and mental disorders are prohibited. 

      So of course as a 17 year old depressed, suicidal, non-sexual, teenager, I feel very safe in my environment. The government is oppressive, my mother is abusive, and the teachers call me lazy and stupid. A true Garden of Eden.
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