ENVY// AMBW
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  • Reads 201,806
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  • Parts 32
  • Time 1h 53m
its_nyaih
Complete, First published Nov 23, 2016
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[Book Cover: @queenbvtch]

"Do you realize there's so many forms of beauty that even the human mind cannot comprehend?"

"Yes, I am very aware." 

"Then why must you continue to call yourself unappealing? I'll have you know, that you are very pleasing to the eye, but its your soul that makes me crave you more and more each day."

[written for people of color and many alike]
All Rights Reserved
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