I hate myself for being dark (Gakuen Alice)

if you haven't watched or read alice academy then you miss half of your life LOL ...well here's the description of the story

X Kuroni has an alice that he doesn't like showing to anyone. He has a ruff childhood. He has no one. he is by himself for 5 years. he just wants to end it all. He tried so many times but in the end he is a coward. he believe everything is his fault just like what his parents said. i am a monster that is what he always think about himself.
Can the innocent and pure 5 year old who smiles and always plays with his big ol' brother be brought back into the present? Can the students of alice academy get him out of his shell or will he be completely consumed by his dark past?

Find out what happens as you read on :)