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Beyond my Beating Heart

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Reads 68,349
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Parts 34
Time 3h 53m

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For as long as she can remember, Juniper Calvin has always been an outcast. Diagnosed with schizophrenia at the age of fifteen was hard enough living with it by herself, but when her secret gets out, she is alone an outcasted in a world of darkness. 

Until Jett Olson comes along. 

Determined to keep his friendship and fighting a hopeless crush, she swears she will do all she can to keep him from finding out, but you can only keep a secret for so long...



All rights belong to @alliexwrites. Any similarities between characters/settings and things in your personal life are purely coincidental. This story is completely fiction and is not based off any real person, setting, or event.All Rights Reserved

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How To Save A Life by MaggoDee

16 year old Juniper Caprese is trying to improve the life of her mentally unstable sister Mavis. She's looking to find Mavis a boyfriend to care for her so Juniper doesn't have to. What Juniper doesn't expect is to find a boyfriend of her own. But while she's having the time of her life, who's caring for Mavis? -Rough Draft, be weary of grammatical and spelling errors

The Heart Exchange by Rebecca-Jade

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Saving Sunshine by MadMars00

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Beautifully Jaded~RVD by BurningMemories926

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We Could Have Happened. by bittersweetutopia

They were friends. He was a player, and she, she just existed. But, they were friends, who trusted each other for more than a decade. Echo, an ordinary girl, promised herself that she would never fall in love with him. Who's him? Levi, 17 year old well-known heartbreaker and player. After seeing tons of girls fall at his feet and into his trap, she knew she would never be one of them, but she can't help it, as much as she denies it, she knew that she was secretly falling for him. But while she had eyes for him, he had eyes for another. Their story transcends beyond their high school days. Their story is in the future. And that's where her story begins. "Do you think I'm a player like everyone else? Do you, Echo?"

Walk With Me by Olivezpicklez

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Dark mind by Ali_Adair

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The Whispers by MicroscopicLlama

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By Your Side (Preview) by LiAWake

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How To Save A Life cover

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Saving Sunshine cover

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We Could Have Happened. cover

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