Beyond my Beating Heart
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For as long as she can remember, Juniper Calvin has always been an outcast. Diagnosed with schizophrenia at the age of fifteen was hard enough living with it by herself, but when her secret gets out, she is alone an outcasted in a world of darkness.
Until Jett Olson comes along.
Determined to keep his friendship and fighting a hopeless crush, she swears she will do all she can to keep him from finding out, but you can only keep a secret for so long...
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