difficult to love ; jack gilinsky
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"If I knew it was gonna hurt this much, I would've never fallen in love with you." I cried. He shakes his head as tears roll down his cheeks.
"I love you." I said with no doubt. "But I don't love you." Jack said as he backed away.
"Im no longer happy in this relationship. Im tired of everything. Im tired of you." He said seriously. At this point, I can't breathe. I can't function properly.
It feels like my heart has been shattered to a million pieces.
I wish I wouldve had more time. It's funny how short forever is. I watched him walk away and get into his car. He drove off and I ran after him until I couldn't take it. I fell to my knees and cried my eyes out. He's gone.
Without him, Im incomplete. Ive lost the person who completed me in so many ways, the person who taught me how to love, and the only person who kept me sane.
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