Toxins and Teardrops
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Last published Fri, Nov 25, 2016
Dan Howell
Age 18 and stuck in a cycle of feeling depressed, drinking, feeling depressed due to drinking, drinking again, etc.
Phil Lester
Age 22 and in fear of leaving the apartment he lives alone in, his social anxiety preventing him from leaving the house for no reason other than to buy food and other essentials.
But what happens when two unique people, with opposite personalities, but somehow a lot in common, meet in a London supermarket by matter of coincidence?
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