'I lost everything....'
That is the only thing that Jungkook can think of after witnessing something that should not happen.
Thingking that everything happened because of him. Thinking that he was the cause of it.
You're a young girl, who's a little bit introverted and afraid to be under everybody's eyes.
You only have your best friend, but it's ok for you. You don't want to be popular and believe in minimal things.
One day you meet a guy. Or two?