Depression - My Venting and Story

This story isn't for attention or views. Honestly it's going to be me telling and getting out all of my frustrations and things going on. I don't really have anyone to talk to. If you don't care or are looking for something with a bright ending, this may be a super boring story for you. But my life is pretty fucked, so if you're sad and want to feel like you're alone, or maybe just want to be enertained, click "Read." This story won't be me trying to lie or fake like I have my entire life, t