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Ongoing10m
Last published Mon, Jan 23, 2012
Praying for something or someone to see my painful body, I just can’t stand this pain, I feel like something is taking my life away and I can’t do anything.
It’s amazing how things change so quickly, it’s just horrible, years ago someone tell me “if you´re happy, celebrate because it is temporal, when you are up you don’t know what is going to happen next, maybe you could get down, just in one second” and now I know it´s real.
Six weeks ago I had everything a teenage girl wants, I had a beautiful car, my parents that love each other and love me too, a lovely boyfriend, a big and beautiful home, my bests friends, and my new single was in the best 10 songs in the state, it was just dreamy.
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