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Suicidal thoughts, Suicidal Love

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Czas 7m

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We grew up together, making mud pies and playing tag. He is my bestfriend.              (PJ Sellars)  we did everything together, but then highschool came around and we just stopped when he decided to make tons of other friends.. and leave me behind maybe he forgot our promise, maybe he forgot about me. I don't know but on the other side I made 1 friend Victoria she's gorgeous and so nice well she was until her bf decided to kiss me at prom and she punched me in the nose and broke my wrist when pushing me on the ground really hard so that's one mortal enemy and she's really popular and out to get me... otherwise than that I get bullied everyday btw my name is Isabella people call me issy, bella, bell, isa, and anything else they want like bitch, whore, slut, nothingness, and a waste.... Im okay tho I'll survive until life throws a huge twist at me.Wszelkie Prawa Zastrzeżone

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The Beast's Kryptonite autorstwa Youreguiltypleasure

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