Fourteen year old Junichi Hatanaka is the fifth son of his abusive father, Kiyoshi Hatanaka, and his absent working mother, Katsumi Hatanaka. Junichi has been thrust into the cold, bitter hands of his father and a harmful childhood of consuming his older brother's internalized hate. The high school freshman has been stuck living with a useless voice, heart aching loneliness, and the feeling of being unwanted. He realizes this and attempts to hide his burdened feelings and his destiny of becoming a writer behind closed doors and dim curtains. His glum perspective shifts when he crosses paths with a motherless girl filled with hopes and dreams of a child. Hikari Hamada, a beautiful, childish fourteen year old girl, who also happens to be a writer, strives to pull Junichi out of the gutters to view life the way she does. Will Junichi finally unlock the secrets to happiness, friendship, and possibly his absent feelings of love? Or is it the kind of love that he finds in Hikari's eyes when he fixes his glistening brown orbs into. The kind of love that brings tickles to the surface of his skin.
Will it all take just one kind smile..? Or something more?
TRIGGER WARNING!!: OKAY so this book is going to emphasize problems and situations that are very serious. I understand that these scenarios can be occurring to anyone reading and I don't mean to offend you AT ALL. The content specifically in this book contains, coping with mental illnesses, bullying, violence, child abuse, offensive swear words, and self hatred. If you think you might be offended by any of these concepts I recommend you do not read my book just to avoid them. If you decide to continue on with the feeling of being triggered or offended-- at least I warned you.
Enjoy!~ Feeshy Meeshy<3
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