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glädje kärlek olyckligt romans sviken tårar

Felixs armar om min kropp får hela mig att rysa. Hans närhet får mig att pirra till ordentligt i magen. Hans andedräkt mot min nacke får hela min hud att knottras. Hans kroppsvärme får mig att aldrig vilja släppa om taget. 
Att bara veta att det är han som håller om mig är det bästa som finns. Då känner jag mig så trygg. 

-

Men nu är det inte det. 

Det är snart två år sen nu.

Sen det tog slut mellan oss.

Jag har en annan kille nu.

Jag gillar honom men jag älskar inte honom.

Jag älskar fortfarande Felix.

Så mycket.

Undrar om han fortfarande älskar mig?

Om han ens tänker på mig längre?

Det var ju trots han som gjorde slut. 

Det är jobbigt. Att det inte är den man älskar som håller om en. 

Utan någon som mer är en vän. 

Jag måste berätta någon gång.

För killen jag är tillsammans med.

Att han är bara en nära vän för mig.

Det har han alltid varit. 

Jag har försökt tvingat mig att få känslor för honom.

Bara för att försöka glömma Felix.


Men det går inte, kärlek funkar inte så.

Men det är inte rättvist mot honom att jag ljuger om att jag är kär i honom. Han förtjänar något äkta.

Men jag kan inte hjälpa att det fortfarande är Felixs armar som får mig att mig som tryggast. Jag kan inte hjälpa att det han som får mig att känna ett extra pirr. Han som får mig att känna mig så speciell. 

Jag saknar honom.

Så mycket.All Rights Reserved

glädje kärlek olyckligt romans sviken tårar

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"No Life 'Til Leather"

Sometimes shit happens. Hey, it's not always your day, it's alright. One moment you're riding high, soaring above these mud-riddled plains with the king of mercs by your side, another, you're running far away from the crater he blew himself up in. You've really outdone yourself this time. W's dead, there's angel blood on your fingers and something itches to grow out of your skull. To pierce those gray curls of yours and bask in the twin moon's soft gaze. Something brewing deep within, eager to dim that halo forever and shatter your wings. A piece of you that's always been there, always hiding and growling, waiting for its moment to shine. So, hit the lights, Andy. Give it some stage time. Let yourself live a little. Throw out that Lateran jacket, put on some leather. Grow a pair of horns, befriend a fiend. Forget Laterano, forget Lungmen. Kazdel is your new home. And your new home's where you rightfully belong, you little rascal. Hellooooo people !! Here we are, a SPIN-OFF story of my "Curly Head" series, in which Andy actually went on that one job he previously ditched and got himself into quite a predicament. In this one, I'll turn the angst-meter down, I promise. W and Andy, happy times. :D This is, of course, perfectly fine as a standalone work, I think, but if you're new and wanna brush up on the lore then you can do just that! Series starts with "Goodbye Curly Head", rest is pretty straightforward. Summed up: thirteen year old boy from Laterano ships himself off to fight in the Kazdel Civil War for peacekeeping reasons, situation turns to shit at the end of his tour, forced to stay in Kazdel and make money as a merc, meets up the first W's crew at the age of sixteen, circus-slapstick follows. Ps: I'm not giving up on "Almost Green", only taking a small break and also delivering some much needed fluff-ish stuff. Tell me you thoughts in the comments, I tend to reply to every single one of them and love reading through them all! Have fun!