Lonely -Tsukkiyama
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"Tsukki, can you tell me exactly what you're feeling right now? I promise I want to help you." Tadashi sat next to me on the empty, dark, volleyball court that once brought me such happiness.
"Tadashi?" I whispered, my voice cracking, "Do you want to know the truth or the lie?"
"The truth, of course Tsukki." He looked up at me with sad eyes, he knew what was coming.
"I feel..." I clenched my fists together, Tadashi wrapped his arm around me, despite me being much larger. "I feel worthless, lonely, distant, and I hate myself Tadashi" I leaned my head on Tadashi's shoulder and started to sob. "I hate everything about myself Tadashi. I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself."
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